The Un-perfect Post.


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It was hard getting myself to write a second post. I didn’t know what to write or name this post, when in fact I have so much to say. It is very confusing, I AM confusing but it is ok. You need to be confused to get clear. I have always been a very private person, I don’t share much about myself or what I’m going through. I don’t want to share my private life but I want to share my experiences and thoughts on general aspects of life. The people surrounding me have encouraged me to do that and added fuel to the fire under me. With that being said please let me know in the comment section what would you like me to share with you and the world in this blog.



Finally, after many exhausting years of being a foreigner, a traveler, a knowledge seeker, experience doer/goer, an explorer, and an ambassador for my country, I have returned home, to where I belong, where people speak the same language as me and don’t look differently at me. Home is where I was born and raised as a child. Home is Saudi Arabia. It is good to be home. However, home has changed, family has changed, the way of living and most importantly I have changed. Change is good but too much change is overwhelming for one soul.


I feel a little out of place. People are looking and talking to me as an outsider or a foreigner because of how long I was away from home. Eventually with time it will not be anything so im not too worried about that because I am HOME!

My thoughts are all over the place. I am all over the place. I lay awake until 6 in the morning thinking of the future, the years I have spent away from home. Should I have stayed away or came back earlier? Why am I even asking myself these questions? I have no idea but I know that I don’t want to leave my family ever again for long periods of time. I want to make this known, my mother is like no other, she is the best, she is my one and only true love. So is my dad but not when anger has taken over him!

Wow this post has gotten way too personal! That is not what I intend to do in the future, but considering there is nothing much going on in my life, might as well.


Anyways, Saudi is HOTTTTT and the weather change is killing me but I am here for it! I love the sun and the heat. I can’t wait to finish quarantining and RUN TO THE BEACH.

I have applied for a job I was looking at since before I left the USA and they have reach out to me and scheduled an interview!! That’s amazing and it makes me feel like I have something to offer.


Let’s get real for a second.

Do not let people judgement get through to you because I realized people judge based on what they see and what they see is what you are painting for them, so why care about it? Paint your picture however you would like and NEVER let people’s judgment get through to you!

I do not care what people say about me because I know who I am and only me, nobody else. Not even my mum or uncle or anybody. Focus on yourself and what you do for your family and future. Family is the most important thing in life. You will always have them by your side no matter what. So take care of that and hold on to it.

I know that my thoughts are all over the place and this post contains a lot of heavy information but that is why it is called the un-perfect post. If you dont like what you are reading please stop reading and find another blog.

 

Books recommendation:

-The Almanack of Naval Ravikant. This books talks about Wealth and Happiness and many many more great things.

-The Heart of Hospitality. If you're interested in hospitality management or customer service you should read this book. No matter where you go or what you do you will find hospitality in everything, you can’t get rid of us haha.


 

Please let me know in the comment section what would you like to read, what would you like me to share with you. I am going to share my experiences and thoughts still, but at the end of the day, YOU are the reader and im just the writer.

Should I do a timeline of my life? where have i travelled? what have I studied? Travel tips?

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